Fusion & Genesis PPV List!
-Battlescars
-Anarchy Rulz
-Retaliation
-Deathwish
-Requiem
-Exodus
-Validation
-Tag Team Cup
-CyberSlam
-Dark Carnival
-Point Break
-Regicide
-Wild Card
-Absolution
-Emergence
-Home Coming
-Cause & Effect
-Final Resolution
-Purgatory
-Ascendance
How to watch us!
Dashing's Stuff!

Cop's Stuff!

Tim's Stuff!

CMV Network!

Social Media!

Never cleared it up properly. Not even sure if you care. I'll try to explain it anyway.

Page 1 of 3 1, 2, 3  Next

View previous topic View next topic Go down

Never cleared it up properly. Not even sure if you care. I'll try to explain it anyway.

Post by KinZil on Sat Jun 03, 2017 7:57 pm

I've mentioned it a few times on and off now. I never really have explained my side of the story in depth. so you can maybe grasp what was going through my mind at the time, for one final time. PLEASE don't feel sympathy for me, everything I did towards Dashing last year was wrong, I was the brat, he was just caught up in my idiocy.

I am a man of dramatics, so forgive me if I go too much into detail.

Back in August, I was a dumb kid with a chip on his shoulder, who took everything literally, and didn't give a crap what anybody thinked of him. I was a hothead. I was out for the summer, and I just got done with year one of my 2 year course. I felt pretty damn good about myself, so whatever I said, I took as gospel. I thought that whatever I said to anybody was right, and any given person I was speaking to was ignorant and not aware of how "right" I was.

Looking back, I knew I wasn't liked here. To most people, I was an annoying kid who needed to grow up and chill out.  And they were 100% right. I took an e-fed, built on community, way too seriously and left CMV like the crybaby I was turning into, kicking and screaming whilst leaving.

I'm glad that I took so long to grow up and come back, with the very real possibility that I would have to swallow my pride and apologize to each and every single one of you. I came back to CMV in a dark place, as I am currently in the process of getting diagnosed for clinical depression for reasons personal and nothing to do with CMV. This is by no means a way of trying to excuse what I did and said, or a way to guilt trip anybody. Depression is teaching me humility, and how nobody is better than anybody else. It also is teaching me how anger is a slippery slope, and that you can end up with no one if you fight with everyone. Community is everything.

So for Dennis, Hayden and others to accept me back into the CMV community, and for them to allow me to get on with my day to day life through the medium of writing promos, interacting with others who share the same interests and to contribute to a pretty cool YT/Twitch series is beyond awesome.

I agree with what Maurie once said, that my temper is what held me back from moving forward, whether that was being a mod or some other thing. I hope that I haven't pissed any of you off just yet since I came back. Smile  

You really never appreciate what you once had, until you had time to reflect on its absence.  And shit, I really reflected on it.

So there's the last you'll here from me on the subject. If I dwell on it anymore, it will become a burden in of itself. Just know that I appreciate you all, and you're family to me. <3

_________________
Kendall Wolfe - 1x CMV Undisputed Champion, 2x United States Champion
Levi Marta - 1x United States Champion, 1x CMV Tag Team Champion w/ Troy Voodoo, 1x CMV Light Heavyweight Champion, 1x CMV Hardcore Champion


Other CAWS: Bill Cipher, Luke Brinton, Kryminal, TJ Kendra


avatar
KinZil
Midcard Playboy
Midcard Playboy

Posts : 424
Join date : 2017-04-17
Age : 18
Location : Parts Unknown
Humor : I can't feel mah legs no more!

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Never cleared it up properly. Not even sure if you care. I'll try to explain it anyway.

Post by C9 Alveuss on Sat Jun 03, 2017 8:09 pm

Right so I feel I'm going to be speaking for a few of us here when I say, move on. You've come back and you've apologized and thus far at least you've been a different person. That's good. What happened and how you went out last time is done, gone and I can guarantee you nobody cares now. You are who you are now and yeah I can't say for certain that everyone will have forgiven you but honestly, so what? Everyone has their shit that they go through and others behave differently due to it. What everyone will know is you had your reasons for acting how you did and nobody needs an explanation. Better yet, you don't owe anybody an explaination. In your post when you came back I was one of the people you mentioned by name and apologized to. I've for the most part forgiven you now considering you've shown your attitude has changed and if you keep that up then I'm sure everyone else will eventually too. Forget about it and move on.

_________________

No Gods or Kings...

GT: Alveuss (I may or may not add you back)

Jacob Ziegler - 2x Anarchy Champion, 1x Mr Money in the Bank, 1x BFF of Shane Scott, 2017 Newcomer of the Year
Rubik - 1x Light Heavyweight Champion
avatar
C9 Alveuss
Main Event Star!
Main Event Star!

Posts : 1237
Join date : 2015-11-29
Age : 21
Location : Glasgow, Scotland

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Never cleared it up properly. Not even sure if you care. I'll try to explain it anyway.

Post by 316topher on Sat Jun 03, 2017 8:16 pm

tbh i never saw that, was i here.... i mean we didn't talk much or feuded.... i remember you pm'ing me once saying you'd love to do a brit feud, think that was you right...but i had no problems with you.

but a lot of people have acted like dicks, hell i have... i've been going through stuff or had a bad day and was in a piss poor mood.... But thing is, in CMV people don't tend to hold grudges, people move on and build bridges.  Maurie is one of the younger members on here, yet he calmed me down too

_________________



1x CMV Television Champion - Top's Newsome

1x CMV Womens Undisputed Champion - Quinn-Belle
1x CMV Vixens Champion - Quinn-Belle
1x CMV Undisputed Champion - Chris Andrews
2x CMV International Champion - Chris Andrews
2x CMV Anarchy Champion - Chris Andrews
1x CMV Wold Tag Team Champion (Divine Affairs w/Paul Divine)
1x CMV Womans Intercontinental Champion - Dawn Bryan
1x CMV Tag Team Champion - Kid Campbell (Gladiators w/ Rashad Rockwell)
2x CMV Light Heavyweight Champion - El Jefe
1x CMV Tag Team Champion - Don Bishop (The Wanderers w/ Gavin Extreme)
1x CMV World Tag Team Champions - Police Squad
avatar
316topher
Main Event Star!
Main Event Star!

Posts : 3893
Join date : 2015-12-11
Location : (NEAR)... Leeds, England
Humor : yes :D

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Never cleared it up properly. Not even sure if you care. I'll try to explain it anyway.

Post by Maurie on Sat Jun 03, 2017 8:27 pm

Last thing we need is another kid on the site, Amirite?  Cool

_________________
Luther Thunder: 1x European Champion
Rashad Rockwell:1x Tag Team Champion with Kidd Campbell
Eligah Stewart: 1x Tag Champion with DJ Moore
Jimmaurie Williams:  2x CMV International Champion. Debut Episode 109.
Parker: 1x European Champion
Anthony Brown: 1x Television Champion

avatar
Maurie
Main Event Star!
Main Event Star!

Posts : 2886
Join date : 2015-08-18
Age : 15
Location : Near Earth
Humor : South Park

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Never cleared it up properly. Not even sure if you care. I'll try to explain it anyway.

Post by C9 Alveuss on Sat Jun 03, 2017 8:30 pm

Maurie wrote:Last thing we need is another kid on the site, Amirite?  Cool

Hell I'd take about another 30 of em if they're all as mature/creative as you are. Forget you're 14 sometimes tbh

_________________

No Gods or Kings...

GT: Alveuss (I may or may not add you back)

Jacob Ziegler - 2x Anarchy Champion, 1x Mr Money in the Bank, 1x BFF of Shane Scott, 2017 Newcomer of the Year
Rubik - 1x Light Heavyweight Champion
avatar
C9 Alveuss
Main Event Star!
Main Event Star!

Posts : 1237
Join date : 2015-11-29
Age : 21
Location : Glasgow, Scotland

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Never cleared it up properly. Not even sure if you care. I'll try to explain it anyway.

Post by Maurie on Sat Jun 03, 2017 8:32 pm

Thanks Alveuss. Means alot.

_________________
Luther Thunder: 1x European Champion
Rashad Rockwell:1x Tag Team Champion with Kidd Campbell
Eligah Stewart: 1x Tag Champion with DJ Moore
Jimmaurie Williams:  2x CMV International Champion. Debut Episode 109.
Parker: 1x European Champion
Anthony Brown: 1x Television Champion

avatar
Maurie
Main Event Star!
Main Event Star!

Posts : 2886
Join date : 2015-08-18
Age : 15
Location : Near Earth
Humor : South Park

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Never cleared it up properly. Not even sure if you care. I'll try to explain it anyway.

Post by edgy shitbag on Sun Jun 04, 2017 5:41 pm

THE KLIQ IS STILL STRONG!!!!

_________________

edgy shitbag
Main Event Star!
Main Event Star!

Posts : 628
Join date : 2015-04-06

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Never cleared it up properly. Not even sure if you care. I'll try to explain it anyway.

Post by edgy shitbag on Sun Jun 04, 2017 5:41 pm

Accept Paul.

_________________

edgy shitbag
Main Event Star!
Main Event Star!

Posts : 628
Join date : 2015-04-06

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Never cleared it up properly. Not even sure if you care. I'll try to explain it anyway.

Post by C9 Alveuss on Sun Jun 04, 2017 5:55 pm

14 wrote:Accept Paul.

Except

_________________

No Gods or Kings...

GT: Alveuss (I may or may not add you back)

Jacob Ziegler - 2x Anarchy Champion, 1x Mr Money in the Bank, 1x BFF of Shane Scott, 2017 Newcomer of the Year
Rubik - 1x Light Heavyweight Champion
avatar
C9 Alveuss
Main Event Star!
Main Event Star!

Posts : 1237
Join date : 2015-11-29
Age : 21
Location : Glasgow, Scotland

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Never cleared it up properly. Not even sure if you care. I'll try to explain it anyway.

Post by Sponsored content


Sponsored content


Back to top Go down

Page 1 of 3 1, 2, 3  Next

View previous topic View next topic Back to top


 
Permissions in this forum:
You cannot reply to topics in this forum